I relax and enjoy life. I know that whatever I need to know is revealed to me in the perfect time and space sequence.
I fill my mind with positive thoughts
On the other hand my day was lonely and challenging and full of frustration- I still have only one friend (thank you Holly : ) I yelled at Haley (ugh, I know) and didn't really accomplish much. Well I guess I'm too hard on myself, like so many people probably. I feel the joy of abundance
I stumbled upon a mom's group at the park today (yay) but I felt so awkward being a good 10 years younger than everyone there and with Haley's jacket cut up to use as a sun hat, and barging in on their members only group (I guess it costs $20 a year to join) and nobody really said hi to me except one woman who I went up to to ask if this was a mom's group. I have unlimited potential
I definitely don't want to make this the complaint department but I guess I'm just feeling a little stuck and thought I'd share. It's good to just get it out. Who cares what people think.
Great post - I can relate to all your feelings here :-) And in the friends department, I am in the same boat! I am so much younger than all other moms I meet, it's not that I feel inferior but it's just a strange dynamic sometimes!
ReplyDeleteLove your pics on the side - precious :-) I love looking back on happy pictures, after a month or two all the other feelings fade and I find I only remember the "good" times.
Being "older" than most new moms I can relate as well....sometimes I wonder if we all have a "how I am different" monologue going no matter what...could we be "connected" in our feeling of "unconnectedness"????oxoxoxoxoxoxo
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